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| I didn't tear my ACL, luckily...I did however tear my cartilage. So I have to have surgery on Wednesday to try to mend my knee...They're going to drill three holes on my bone so that the marrow acts as a fake cartilage, then they will drain my knee of all the excess blood and fluid and will also do a knee scope. I'll be out of work for about 2 weeks so I'll be online a lot! =) Wish me luck!!!
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| CURRENT MOOD:  So for my 21st birthday present from my mother, she decided to get me a digital camera. I figured it was going to be just a cheap, regular camera. We get to the store and I'm looking at the cheapest one I can find (it was a nice camera) and she's off looking at some pretty expensive ones. Well, in the end she chose this one...  The brand new Nikon P5000, 10 MP. It's beautiful =D Needless to say, I'm extremely excited to go home and play with my new toy! Yay!! | | |
| CURRENT MOOD:  and  My birthday is on Tuesday and I had to go and tear my ACL...It's not like I did it on purpose, I'm not that stupid. But I realized how fragile the body really is now. The smallest little thing you do, like playing with kids for example, can cause such a big injury, the tearing of an ACL. It just sucks. I don't think I'm old enough or active enough (hehe) to hurt myself this badly! Most ACL injuries are cause by playing sports...yes, I work out but dang...it's not like I'm out running around the field kicking a soccer ball around or something...I just hugged a little kicked, stepped the wrong way and POP. Ouch...  | | |
| Current Mood:
Maybe I really should move...Maybe something is telling me that I need to get out of this state and just start over in a place where I don't know anybody and nobody knows me...but someplace somewhat close to somebody I do know, Family. I guess that would leave my only option as Cali. My Auntie is in San Pablo, I have an Uncle in San Diego and some friends scattered around the state. With the crap that is happening with my job...why not? If I'm gonna find a new job maybe I should look west. Maybe that would solve a lot of my issues. I just don't think I could leave my family here...Eh, I don't know what to do...
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| Current Mood:  and kinda sick
My birthday is coming up soon....Should I be like Dianne and Bucci and put my "wish list" down hehe? Should I start my count down on here? Hmm....Should I even care about my birthday?!?!?! DOES ANYBODY ELSE CARE THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?!?!?!?!?!!? Probably not hehe =) and that's fine. So I'll be 21...woo hoo, right? Big deal, so I get to legally drink alcoholic beverages and can buy them myself now and I can go to bars. Wow...I think what excites me more about being 21 is that my car insurance will go down (and not even by that much)! lol!
But I am grateful that I've made it this far, I am. I thank GOD everyday for giving me my life and my strength.
I think it's time for me to really grow up now though. I know I've said this before but this time I really mean it. I'm on my own, living my own life and I still feel like I have nothing to show for myself. I have grudges (well, just one) against people and I want to fix it. I don't necessarily want to be friends again but I want to say my side of the story, explain things...I don't want to be hated by anyone. I want to do something that people will remember me for, I want to make something of myself. I want to live in a place that I have NO complaints about...Maybe I just want too much...hmm
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